Alone and time for myself

So the only time I get to be on my own is never at the moment.

So I'm taking the opportunity now to start this diary, if you will.

So yeah, I think today the reason I want to get off is because I haven't done it in a really long time.

And I think all day I've just been prepping myself by thinking about things that turn me on.

So sexual positions, things I've seen in porn that turn me on.